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hello [Jul. 28th, 2004|06:35 pm]
[mood |indifferent]
[music |2 pac in my head]

Internet access should be appreciated surely. I'm at my rents and you really can't pass up DSL so easily. So for all who care to listen, here are my ramblings. I turn 20 on Monday so that's pretty exciting. I don't know what I'm going to do for it though. I really don't like to plan my own birthday but I will if I have to. I need some new white skate shoes so maybe my rich parents will buy them for my birthday. As far as anything else I want...??...... I don't know.
So I'm on a mission to pay off my credit card right now. Those greedy olympic sponsors will rape you till you're wrinkled if you don't pay more than your "minimum monthly payment". I honestly think they are devilish things. Credit cards that is. There is a reason God doesn't want us to be in debt. Getting a new car and paying for it 5 years is one thing but i don't want to be another senseless american trying to impress someone by how much I'm in debt. Not me. I'll pay mine off and use it for emergencies. It looks like it might be a little rusty too.

I have really been missing alot of you lately hopefully your comments will be comforting

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It's been a few months so i thought i would post [Feb. 12th, 2004|12:27 pm]
[mood |lonely]
[music |head music]

i'm at the library on lunch so this won't be very long. i just wanted to post and say hi to everyone who cares. as for news on me, i'm working at romac and i am very, very lonely. that's about it. i have to go now. tomorrow? maybe. longer entry? not likely. bye.
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never good enough [Dec. 17th, 2003|03:54 pm]
[mood |irritated]
[music |the postal service - sleeping in]

waiting on beeter things make the things current seem worse. i guess i should be content for today, but that doesn't seem likely.
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feeling like josh blunt today [Dec. 9th, 2003|04:16 pm]
[mood |relaxed]
[music |depeche mode - enjoy the silence]

black hoodie from target + favorite band t-shirt + converses = me feeling like i should be in wtd. the cool thing is i like it.

so laundry consumes my night today which is ok because i like clean undies. i also get to see amber. yea! i got some pimp tight red chili pepper lights for my apartment. they look so good.

on another note i really want the new blink cd. and the new dashboard. and brand new. and the postal service. the list goes on. i think i'm developing a fetish i can't afford. i did get rainbow 6 III as an early christmas present so that will take my mind off of cds for a while. i still can't get out of the dc unplugged though. it sticks to you.

i'm still waiting on that phone call too josh. you besta call mofo fo i busta cap. other news for josh is that me and my boy robbie are going to be setting up a studio in my apartment. i will be using pro 9 as my recording platform. it's going to be tight. electronic drums, digital recorder, xlr di out for everything, i'm stoked. maybe wtd can put some stuff together there........(cough).....if someone so desires. CALL ME and i'll fill in the holes. it will be good to here from you.
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i feel like giving up [Dec. 4th, 2003|08:53 am]
i'm tired of trying. i don't want to do this anymore.
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this bottle of beast is taking me home [Dec. 1st, 2003|09:56 am]
[mood |drained]
[music |dc-hands down]

i'm so worn out right now. i miss the good times more and more every day and it hurts to have a memory. i wish that life had more meaning than sorrow and trouble but it does'nt, at right now. the hardest thing in the world is not to have "your side" and to not have anyone who understands or cares to. i'm tired of doing this on my own. jesus be my strength now, i'm so weak. in the midst of troubles God shows up for the better and i'm waiting on that without patience. i cry for me but more so i cry for you because i know it's hard. love seems to be more of a offset emotion now than something i can trust in. all things work together for the good for those who are called to called according to His purpose. give me purpose lord.
to josh it means so much to me that you are there even when you probably should'nt be. that still hurts to and i'm sorry. i hope that we can get together soon, i will need it.
i bought the dashboard confessional unplugged cd on sat. it's probably not helping but it's so good.
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running on sleep fumes [Oct. 31st, 2003|04:32 pm]
[mood |drained]
[music |sic transit gloria ... glory fades - brand new]

today has been rough so far. i don't even want to stay awake an participate in the festivals tonight but i must.
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there's guards at the on ramps [Oct. 24th, 2003|12:32 pm]
[mood |crushed]
[music |the postal service - this place is a prison]

so today i'm moving out. it was kind of weird sleeping with boxes last night. i did not sleep much either. today i will be independent and i'm sure home will be more relavent to me. i'm pretty scared. it seems that when i was younger moving out seemed to be the way out of all of the problems but now that it's here, the problems blur together to make what i will miss. i have alot to do. jesus made sure kenner would be down to help move. i have to talk to kirby and alan and see if they can help too. maybe all of the crap we have to do will keep my mind off wanting to be depressed. probably not though. on another note i really like the postal service. good stuff.
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stickers are cool, buttons are better [Oct. 20th, 2003|03:31 pm]
[mood |busy]
[music |cool hand luke - so shall it be]

so this weekend was very short and expensive. i spent $45 at the dollar general. that's crazy. i found an old pimp tight microwave at good will for $8. i want to paint it red. i found some pizza hut like cups. nice and big. my mom bought me an entertainment center and a coffee table. amber and i got nextel's on friday. they should be in tomorrow and she bought my a tv. 27'' is nice. i hope my dad gets me a xbox. that would be great. my land lady is already getting on my nerves and i don't even live there yet. lots to do this week. thanks josh for the button. it looks nice on my guitar strap.
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